SAALLLAAAADD

oPP, phone calls? nvrmind no one called.

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seriously man.. these stuff tatste much better...
cleaner... but CUTE thing is, costs $$ more k. k!!!! u go figure... i'm eating bananas nex time.. i dun care.......

i-dragon or what dragon...... oily, sucks, doesnt feel FREESSHH at all

ic... no wonder i was OK when at MMU... well money making uni...
i took stuff like banana for carbohydrate, whey powder, fruit jiuce (k i know its not tat really good actually.. simple sugars cannot man - internet. i know already), BUT still, my weight went from 50 to 65.. yet feel healthy!!!!

But after leaving AGILENT De... duno la.. felt ill la, errr... depression came, i go see some stuupid DOKTOR.. CCN (or CNN)??? he gave me PILLLLLLLLLLZZZZZ like Xanax, Remeron, Seroquel, and errr... yeah Valium...

I CAN FUCKING SAY IT FUCKED UP MY MIND TOTALLY. so nything tat sounds like X,Q,V,S i need to stay away. tats it.
y i say it screwed up my mind?? HELLOOOOOOOOO??? DOCTOR, I KNOW MY BRAIN MORE K!!!!!! just because u are a doc, doesnt mean u know me! u are not psychic. tats it.
i'm now ENERGY DE. no FEEAARR at all.

yet i still remember tat time.. when i tried arguing with HIM (doc), he said i was finnneeee... but to please my parents.. to relieve their grief.. i just tOOk them. WRRRRONNNNGGGGGG

bout a week later the meds were kinda different.. i had difficulty sleeping again... helloooo... the pillllzzzzzz were supposed to help me sleep! and going to the "doc" was a waste of time... and money.. and MORE heavy dosage.

Ohkay.. on Jan 15 or 13 i forgot... nvrmind... i saw the DOC again... this time he gave me something else.. SEROQUEL... this stuff is totally craaaazzzziiiiiiiiiiii ;)
k, my heart pulse started shooting up to 150 bpm, my mind became confused, and i really became insane... became very panicky and randomly called my relatives and said the WORLD is crazy. Fine.